This was no accident this was a theraputic chain of events.

    Fuck.  I just got a call from the county jail from the boyfriend.  Yeah, so apparently someone snitched him out and he’s in jail on an 80,000 dollar bond.  Just great, isn’t it?  I told him this would happen, told him over and over and over again.  Ugh, this is sort of depressing, and with exams coming up and shit, it’s just so stressful.  I threw my razorblades out the window of the car the other day, and I guess I’m glad I did, because it helps, not having anything to hurt myself with, so I have to deal with it like a real, rational person.  This shit is driving me crazy.  He said he’s probably going to get 18 months, that’s a year and a half, and I don’t know if I can stay with him for that long, with him being in jail and all.  I just feel shitty right now.  He said he’d try to get someone to bring me down there for visitation, though, so I guess I’m sort of happy about that.  I guess.  I don’t know, I just want to get high right now and forget all of this.

Stress stress stress

just joann.

Home Made Water Bongs and Trolls.

    Holy shit ya’ll.  I got totally fucking high this weekend and it was great, haha.  [also met a kinda cute guy named Cody but ANYWAYS] Dude, this shit was so bomb.  This home-made water bong of Cody’s was amazing, dude, I wish I could craft shit like that.  Anyways yeah, one of my friends Angel, a boy, tried to kiss me though, and told me he liked me, and it was just..bleh.  I don’t like him that way, I really really don’t dude, and I don’t wanna be a bitch but it’s the truth man.  Now I’m sitting here drawing shrooms on everything and it’s grand, smoking a Djarum Black and waiting out the words to come to me so I can give them to you amazing people.

Love Ya’ll!

NOT Just Jo Ann

I’m gone for a day.

And NOT worrying over my boyfriend.  I haven’t seen him in almost three weeks, but it gets more bearable as it goes by.  When we get time to see eachother it’ll work out, I guess.  Anyways, I’m going to hang with my friends Ernest, Joseph, Cade, and Cody tomorrow and stay the night at Joseph’s so I guess I’ll write about my crazy adventures on Sunday when I get back. =]

Love,

Just Jo Ann.

Summer and I feel it.

I can’t believe how beautiful the weather has been. I love just sitting outside my window, listening to music and enjoying the weather. I love the feeling of summer, it’s amazing. The end of school is near, and I’m really glad. I’m ready to have some free time. In a way I’ll miss it, though. I won’t miss the stupid kids, but my friends I will, seeing as I don’t really get to see them much as it is, and once school’s out it will be even less, but at least I’ll have them still. Today in the hall this girl who had purposefully insulted me before, calling me crosseyed, had slammed her shoulder into mine. My reflexes told me to turn around and stick out my fist forcefully, haha, but I didn’t. I’m going to be the bigger person, meaning that I don’t need to fight someone who feels the need to be insulting, and act foolishly. Either way, my day was pretty good, I took a few photos, too, which was fun. I think I’ll go back out and enjoy the weather some more. I hope you readers are having as good of weather as we are, you guys really deserve it.

Love Always,

Just Jo Ann.

I don’t really give a damn.

Password protection takes too much of my time.  I’m merely writing to inform you that, yeah, the older posts are password protected and they’ll stay that way for a while, I’m sure.  Just dropping by to let you all know I’m not dead, nor am I heartbroken, but my hair is really soft.  Haha, I’m severly pleased with the fact that I took time to pamper myself and actually ‘do’ my hair for once, and my bangs are growing out so I’m happy about that.  Nothing else is new, really.  Oh yeah, I had a dream I went to rehab last night though, it was creepy. Haha.

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