I Wanna Tear Apart Your Room To See If What You Say Is True.

    It’s just me again, and I’m breaking into the school year fairly well.  It’s the twenty-ninth, and all is good.  There’s this guy named Scott who’s really nice and cute, plus he’s really fun, though kind of a whore, haha.  I’m starting to realize that getting along with people isn’t so hard anymore, it’s actually really, really fun.  Friends are coming easy, and homework is on the lesser end, so I’m thinking that this is going to be a fantastic year.  I’m going to attempt to get a job within the next month or month and a half, which might be nice, too.

All-in-all, nothing can bring me down. Nothing.

Just Jo Ann

Loves Life.

Golly Gee, Am I The Poster Girl?

 

[Totally My Type!]

    There’s a new boy at school. His name is Brandon and he’s really cute. He has a mohawk, twelve tattoos, and a couple piercings he did himself. He’s pretty hot in all honesty. I really like him. We both live in trailers, we smoke the same kind of cigarettes, and we like similar things. It’s really nice. I can relate to him a lot it seems. I just realized the other day that this dating thing is so dumb, well the way I’ve been thinking of it at least. Yeah, now I’m just in it to have fun, if I happen upon mister right along the way, then so be it. I’m not looking for marriage and kids anymore, that shit’s too far in the past. I’m letting it all loose. A lot of other girls like him, too. As a matter of fact, girls FLOCK to him. He thinks I look better than one of them that clings to him all the time, so yeah. I like this kid. I gave him my number today, and I was like “In case you need to contact me, now don’t go calling me to hit on me or anything.” and I was smiling and he was like “Are you sure it wouldn’t be the other way around?” and I just laughed it off, it’s nice. I think I might have a chance with this one. Wish me luck.

On a different note, all of my classes are pretty cool. Spanish one, Algebra two, Honors English two, Biology one, Show Choir, and Advanced Chorus. I love it. School is going good so far this year. I’m going to enjoy this, a lot.

Everyday Life Is A Challenge.

Now there’s so many people critisizin’ for how I live my life

But I ain’t tryin’ to be someone else.

-Teeh Tanya

 

 

I start back to school on Wednesday, and it’s going to be horrible, haha. Well not so much as last year, at least this year I have clothes that fit and that I like. I’m going to pretty happy I guess. =] School actually isn’t bothering me so much, the thought of it really. I’m pretty excited, actually, which is really really realllllly nice. I got some new clothes, which is really awesome, and they actually fit me, and it’s exciting to me, like super exciting. I hope Mike answers my e-mail soon, too, I was really upset when I wrote it and I enjoy his input on things. I also need to get my belt back from Ernest, my green studded one, hm..

So much to do, so little time to do it in!

 

 

Just Jo Ann. =]]]]

Queen Takes Jack.

    Life disappoints me greatly.  This year, we don’t have any money for me to buy new school clothes.  All I need are some new underwear, socks, maybe a bra, and I wanted just a plain white hooded sweatshirt that fits me like, tightly, like actually fits me, because all the old school hoodies I have are tattered and have holes in all the wrong places.  Maybe a new pair of jeans would be nice, too.  All of those things amount to immense amounts of money, even if just bought from the local Wal-Mart, so therefore I don’t get them.  Cody’s mother actually bought me a pair of jeans that I like a fair bit, but I want another pair, because you can’t wear the same pair every day or you’ll get made fun of, and all my other pants have holes, which isn’t allowed in the dresscode.  She also bought me some dresses, one of which I can wear to school, I’d just need the white hoodie to go over it to make myself feel comfortable wearing it.  =/  Times like these I wish I had or could get a job.  Even if I did get one, it isn’t likely I’d be able to keep it seeing as we have no money for gas anymore.  Life is just disappointing.  There are certain things that I actually require for school that I can’t even afford now.  This sucks, so much.  I’ve cried so many times over this stupid crap, it’s just disconcerting to know that you can’t get things you need to make you feel comfortable in a learning environment.   Sometimes I wish dad was still alive just for the money it’d be bringing in.

 

 

poverty has made me realize how much i miss material possessions.

just joann.

Sick and Tired.

I’m a free woman, any takers? =]

Cynical

Jo Ann