All is well with me, and life is going bumpily, as usual. My boyfriend tells me he feels smothered after I spend just one day over my normal at his house, this worries me because the only reason I spend so much time close to him is because of lack of trust and over flowing circumstances of love and adoration. Other than that, everything is going just fine. I’m realizing that maybe I need to begin living a little bit more. I’m going to buy a bicycle and ride everywhere, pretty soon. I’m joining a gym, and I’m going to swim like a fish this summer. I’m tired of being caged, I’m tired of being worried. I’m tired of being pessimistic, so now that changes. I’m giving Seth space, and I’m giving myself an easy realization and time to think about who I am and what life holds. Hopefully everything will work out and leave me with a happy point of view, if not then it’s only to change me for the better. Know what? I’ve decided that mine and Seth’s relationship ending might not kill me, so that’s awesome. =]
