Just Another Typical Girl.

That’s what he just said to me.  A fucking sixteen year old, who has known me maybe a few weeks, and thinks he knows me well enough to make that assumption that is so very fucking hurtful.  I should take my own advice more, he was fucking right.  Just another goddamned bastard.

Just Jo Ann

is

Mad As Hell

What she wants.

I do not know if this is out of sheer boredom, or if I just feel the need to make a list like this, but I’m going to type it here, regardless.  This is a list of…well I suppose things I want to do in my life-time. An abridged version, if you will, of the simplest things that are popping into my head right at this moment.

1. I want to go out to dinner at a real restaurant. One where I feel obligated to dress up, wear heels, do my hair and wear some goddamned make-up.
2. I want a boy to bring me flowers just because.
3. I want to write a story.
4. I want to go to a REAL Broadway show, in New York.

Well, that’s pretty short…O_O

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I’m so excited!

I turn eighteen in about three months, and I can’t wait to get my body mods on the road.  I want my piercings a little, but I really really want my ink.  Some people say it’s horrible to make your body such an ugly thing by adding body mods, but I think they’re beautiful.

Learning doesn’t mean understanding.

 

 

 I’ve learned that letting go is the best thing for myself right now.  I still have glimpses of small memories of him, true, but it’s good things at least.  Moving on is the next best thing, I must first let go, or moving on will make it harder, you know, dragging all that extra weight along. I don’t know, I’m moving along at a snail-like pace, but with rugged persistence.  I just want to forget, but that would be worse than just moving on.  If I forget, then the knowledge gained from the hurt and experience would just be gone, and I’d probably end up in the same situation again, just to learn the thing over. Maybe I’m making no sense, but i needed to write. I’m starting a zine, though I doubt any of you will see it, unless I get my laptop soon and my scanner working again.  I don’t know, I just thought of making a zine today, and it’s a good outlet and a good hobby, so yep. School starts back the thirteenth, and I’m almost wishing it would come sooner. Well, that’s all I have to cover for now.

 

 

All My Love,

Just held together Jo Ann.