I Thought It Was A Love Story, But You Don’t Wanna Get Involved.

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I thought it was a love story, but you don’t wanna get involved.

I thought it was a love story, but you’re not ready for that.

Me neither.

I would have waited, like a week or two.

But you never try to reach me, no.

You never call me back.

-Soko “I’ll Kill Her”

I find myself with a dilemma on my plate.  I have the boy from Wisconsin, let’s call him B, and a boy here, let’s call him Z.  Both are amazing boys, except Z has stood me up once for a date and I can not yet confirm whether or not he is reliable.  B lives ALL the way in Wisconsin, and a relationship with him would be hard to pursue unless I were to move there, or he to here.  Now, Z is a very intelligent boy, he’s kind, sweet, and most of all caring.  He has a great sense of humor and makes me feel, well let’s just say he gives me butterflies.  As for B, I don’t know yet, for I have not met him, so here’s the problem.  I can go to Wisconsin, meet B and see how that all turns out or I can somehow call off everything with B in pursuit of Z, who said and I quote, “I’ll wait until the train comes back around”.  I don’t know what to do, but I suppose I shall visit B in Wisconsin and see how I’m attracted to him and if all ends horribly, then I shall fall back on Z, if all does not, then I suppose I will be pursuing a long-distance relationship with B, which just might kill me right now, or three months from now, whatever.  I don’t know, whatever may come can come as it will.

Love,

Just Jo Ann