Mentally Unstable + Shift In Life = Loss of Voice.

oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:31:25 AM): Merry Christmas Baby! =]
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:31:55 AM): I can’t wait to see you. I’m all packed up and everything. =] Excited yet? =]
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:32:32 AM): no
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:32:51 AM): my mind is racing a million miles a second and i wanna run away
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:32:57 AM): What?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:33:39 AM): ..
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:34:12 AM): its hard to explain
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:34:20 AM): well not really
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:34:35 AM): i just dont know what to do or say or anything
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:34:53 AM): is that a bad thing?…
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:35:20 AM): most likey yes
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:35:41 AM): …
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:36:13 AM): im kinda confused..
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:37:05 AM): ik you are
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:37:27 AM): and i should have said something soon
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:37:52 AM): but recently thing have been coming up and changing and evrything is just so screwy
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:37:59 AM): …
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:38:15 AM): What does that have to do..with..
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:38:46 AM): everything
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:39:09 AM): you, us, you coming here, me my friends
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:39:20 AM): So what am I supposed to do now?
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:39:52 AM): i dont even know what im suppose to do
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:40:04 AM): What happened? What’s changed and come up and all this shit?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:40:56 AM): It’s a little fucking important that I know.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:41:40 AM): i met someone……
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:41:47 AM): Thought so.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:41:54 AM): That’s nice of you.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:42:13 AM): What am I supposed to do now? Huh?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:42:24 AM): Fucking lose 200 dollars that was supposed to be spent on bills?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:43:11 AM): TELL ME WHAT IM SUPPOSE TO DO.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:43:24 AM): You couldn’t have fucking TOLD ME?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:43:36 AM): This is great.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:44:00 AM): “We’re gonna go so many places babe.” “It’s gonna be so fun.” “I keep wondering how to plan what we’ll do.” WHAT WAS THAT BULLSHIT BARRY? HUH?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:44:03 AM): FUCKING SAY SOMETHING.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:45:47 AM): that was before i met this person
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:45:51 AM): Right.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:45:53 AM): I’m fucking sure.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:46:04 AM): Why didn’t you fucking tell me sooner, Barry?
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:46:50 AM): cuz i thought i could make it work out
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:47:29 AM): Fucking how? LIE TO ME?
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:48:28 AM): its more then me just meeting someone to
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:48:43 AM): its you been here more then a week
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:48:52 AM): HAHAHA
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:48:56 AM): OH MY FUCKING GOD.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:49:52 AM): what am I supposed to do?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:50:07 AM): You were fine with it to begin with.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:50:08 AM): YOU WERE FINE.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:50:12 AM): WHY DID YOU WAIT SO FUCKING LONG?!
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:50:57 AM): FUCKING TALK
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:52:07 AM): there are people i wanna spend time with and things that i wanna
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:52:21 AM): WHY. DID. YOU. WAIT. SO. LONG?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:52:24 AM): WHY DID YOU LEAD ME ON?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:52:32 AM): Are you gonna fucking pay me back for my fucking WASTED MONEY?
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 11:53:08 AM): im gonna have to
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:53:19 AM): Fucking LESS THAN A DAY.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:53:22 AM): And now you decide to tell me?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:53:33 AM): I should’ve fucking known that you would do something like this.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:54:10 AM): Are you ACTUALLY going to fucking pay me back?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:54:21 AM): Or will you just say that shit to get me to leave you alone? CAuse I’m not sure if I can even fucking TRUST YOU anymore.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:56:05 AM): TALK.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:57:24 AM): BARRY.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:57:27 AM): If that is your real name.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:57:28 AM): HAH!
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:57:32 AM): What a laugh.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 11:58:42 AM): I wish you’d at least fucking talk. Barry.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:00:06 PM): TAlk.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:00:09 PM): FUCKING PLEASE.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:00:33 PM): SAy fucking SOMETHING.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:01:05 PM): Barry please….
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:01:36 PM): i’ll send a check tomorrow
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:01:43 PM): idk what to say
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:02:17 PM): Everyone..everyone always fucking leaves me. I guess I should be used to it.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:03:12 PM): I trusted you…
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:03:16 PM): That’s really hard…really fucking hard.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:03:22 PM): But I had a feeling…haha.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:03:33 PM): I dyed my hair..I bought shoes..so that I could look good..
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:03:37 PM): and you don’t even want me.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:03:41 PM): So who the fuck else is going to?
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:04:29 PM): You have no idea what you’ve done to me..
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:04:35 PM): You can’t take a fucking unstable person and do this…
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:06:50 PM): idk what else to do
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:07:01 PM): i didnt wanna play you
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:07:09 PM): Welll apparently ou aqlready have been.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:07:11 PM): but i guess in a way i already have
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:07:17 PM): HAHA
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:07:22 PM): That’s such a fuckin’ laugh.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:08:25 PM): you think this shit isnt hard on me either
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:08:42 PM): i jst trying to do what i thnik is best for myself
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:09:09 PM): I should’ve done that a long time ago.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:09:42 PM): you were right when you were asking what is gonna happen between us
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:09:49 PM): there is just to much
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:10:00 PM): we cant be together
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:12 PM): I know.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:16 PM): I just didn’t want to fucking say it.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:10:20 PM): you live in TN and are still in school
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:21 PM): What a fuckin’ laugh Barry.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:10:25 PM): i live in WI
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:28 PM): Yeah yeah.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:31 PM): I know the fucking drill, okay/
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:38 PM): I’ve heard it enough. I know it.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:10:42 PM): what happnes after you leave then
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:50 PM): I don’t fucking know.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:53 PM): Just..
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:10:57 PM): I don’t know.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:11:09 PM): i dint plan for this shit
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:11:14 PM): I just lost my fucking voice. HA.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:12:08 PM): i’ll send my the money tomorrow
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:12:11 PM): im gonna go
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:12:17 PM): …
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:12:40 PM): i shouldnt be around anymore
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:12:44 PM): What?
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:13:08 PM): nothing
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:13:16 PM): that what i am
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:13:23 PM): I fucking cared about you.
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:13:35 PM): im going to my dads
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:13:39 PM): Why do you think I screamed my voice away?
Barry Ott (12/25/2008 12:13:46 PM): i need to get away for awhile
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:13:55 PM): Run away.
oioitakeyerboots (12/25/2008 12:14:34 PM): You’ll learn it doesn’t solve anything. It just makes shit worse.

Tennessee, Chicago, Wisconsin, Chicago, Tennessee.

I’m worried about dressing warm.  I’ll be in the Ohare airport at around seven in the morning on the 26th, leaving a mere hour and twelve minutes after arriving.

Soon after,  Wisconsin is going to show me more snow than I have ever seen.  I’m worried about looking like a Southerner in the North, BUT I AM!!!!

I’m buying Thermals, lots of them, and a big scarf and some of those fuzzy snow boots that are oh so comfy looking. Possibly investing in some earmuffs as well. xDD  Oh jeez what have I gotten myself into?

Just Jo Ann

FREEZING HER ASS OFF SOON! =D